Today has been a day filled with lots of ups and downs. I am still trying to process it all.
1. held a gun for the first time (the weapon system I work on at ATK; XM25/XM29/IAWS/High Explosive Airburst Weapon System/OICW) and I wasn't looking forward to this
2. flooded with work to accomplish in a short time while Bryan is working evenings and I have the kids by myself for 3 nights
3. cried with a neighbor whose husband is dying of cancer and they have 2 sons: 5 and 16 years old
4. opened my email to discover I have a phone interview with NASA Goddard Space Flight Center in the Washington DC area next week; 2 jobs will be offered on 8/20; lots of prayer continues
All of these things are leading to more time spent praying. So many thoughts and so many different prayers. I just want to see the bigger picture in all of this.